Yesterday, after tremendous prayer and warfare, crying out to God, worshiping and some throwing up
,
(YUCK) we spent the day at the hosptial waiting for them to take Rob to surgery. Right before he went in, his
blood pressure dropped really, really low. They stopped his pain meds and anxiety meds and gave a little blood pressure
meds and it came up. This postponed his surgery until around 5:00p.m. in the evening.
The doctor was going
to try to remove dead skin and check out the tissue and see what could be saved. In just around an hour and 15 minutes,
the doctor returned and said he
had to take off his left foot and half of his right foot.
Rob is stable doing well.
We also found out yesterday, that while his kidneys are producing plenty of
urine, they are not filtering his toxins like they should. He still needs a healing for his kidneys to be restored.
I
told the Lord that I felt like I had failed to believe so he could do a major healing on Rob. I felt like he immediately
said, "no, you did not fail to believe"
Immediately this scripture came to me
John 15:2Every branch in Me that does not
bear fruit He takes away; and every branch that
bears
fruit
He prunes, that it may
bear more fruit.
I realized Rob was very limited in his relationship
with God. He had prayed to Jesus every morning and evening but did not read his Bible, listen to preaching, or go to
church.
Later, In my morning times of prayer, each morning I open my Bible and the Lord speaks to me. This
morning I opened to:
Lamatations Chapter 3:
25The Lord is good to those who wait hopefully and expectantly for Him, to those who seek Him [inquire of and for Him
and require Him by right of necessity and on the authority of God's word]. 26It is good that one should hope in and wait quietly for
the salvation (the safety and ease) of the Lord.
27It is good for a man that he should bear
the yoke [of divine disciplinary dealings] in his youth.
28Let him sit alone uncomplaining and keeping
silent [in hope], because [God] has laid [the yoke] upon him [for his benefit].
29Let him put his mouth in the dust [in
abject recognition of his unworthiness]--there may yet be hope.
30Let him give his cheek to the One Who
smites him let him be filled [full] with [men's] reproach [in meekness].
31For the Lord will not cast off forever!
32But though He causes grief, yet will He
be moved to compassion according to the multitude of His loving-kindness and tender mercy.
33For He does not willingly and from His
heart afflict or grieve the children of men.
34To trample and crush underfoot all the
prisoners of the earth,
35To turn aside and deprive a man of his
rights before the face of the Most High or a superior [acting as God's representative],
36To subvert a man in his cause--[of these
things] the Lord does not approve.
37Who is he who speaks and it comes to pass,
if the Lord has not authorized and commanded it?
38Is it not out of the mouth of the Most
High that evil and good both proceed [adversity and prosperity, physical evil or misfortune and physical good or happiness]?
39Why does a living man sigh [one who is
still in this life's school of discipline]? [And why does] a man complain for the punishment of
his sins?
40Let us test and examine our ways, and
let us return to the Lord!
I feel like God
definately spoke to me this morning letting me know this is between him and Rob. And God doeth all things well.
So while I am exhausted beyond, I am rejoicing in knowing my God is correcting my son that he will bear more fruit.
Two people sent this to me this morning so I know it was God.
Isaiah
41:10
Fear not [there is nothing to fear], for I am with you; do not look around you in terror and
be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen and harden you to difficulties, yes, I will help you; yes, I will hold you
up and retain you with My [victorious] right hand of rightness and justice.
Thanks so much for your prayers and support. I don't think I could have made it though without your prayers and faith.
God Bless
